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January 2010

you ever get the feeling that you missed out on something?

I do, I feel that way about a lot of things, but at the same time by missing out on some stuff I experienced things that most people will never get to experience in there life.

I started worked in the internet industry around 1996.  We were part of something completely new, something completely revolutionary, something that I had no idea would grow into what you all see it as today.

But I can't help feeling that I gave up too much for that.

Because I gave it all up, more than you will ever know.

so much to say

but i'm just not sure who to say it to.

Today

Wake up, feed dog, walk dog, make coffee, drink coffee, internet, make breakfast once, make it again, dishes, dress kids, make lunch, dishes, go to dollar store, go to vegetable market, go to bakery, home, make snacks, internet, make dinner, no dishes (yay!), give baths. Sit.

most, if not all

of the bad things that have happened to me in my life were directly related to my own inaction or inability to speak up and stand up for myself.  

I'm sure this is true for most people in the world.